When I came back to Japan to look after my dying parents I needed something. I was sad, panicking and thrown into despair. I needed some tranquility, serenity…I could say… nirvana. So I started designing tattoos for myself. I wanted heavenly image – flowers, fruits, butterflies… I fancied a garden of Eden in my stomach.
My Big Eden is going to be vertically slashed in half sometime very soon. I am so heartbroken and dispirited. I decided to write down this silly but anguishing feelings.
13th January 2023
The beginning
I always had a slight pain in my lower left abdomen. Since when? …Maybe some time last year. The pain is getting worse. I first thought “Am I constipated? It’s a kind of colonic area?” …No.
My instinct was telling me “it must be ovaries” although they are said to be “the silent organs”. When you feel…
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